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”You.”

”…….”

”Why do you just sit here?”

“…….”

“Oh, I see.”

“… What do you see?”

“’I’m fine. No need to worry. How are you?’ How come you even think you could fool people?”

“……”

“You disgust me.”

“What?”

“Attention beggar.”

“… Quiet.”

“Twit.”

“I said quiet.”

“You have nothing to brag with; why do you even try?! To get some petty attention?”

“Quiet!”

“Art? Creations? You’ve worked hard for years just to come up with your pieces, you characters, stories, but for what purpose?”

“Shut up!”

“Attention. People telling you it looks good. That’s what you truly want with your art, and you know it.”

“SHUT UP!!”

QUIET!!

“!!........”

“You create to please the public. You draw to get praise, for a few short minutes you get praise for your work and are happy. But then it stops, and you need to make a new piece for the sake of the flow.”

“… Please stop it…”

“You make me sick. How dare you even call yourself an artist?”

“But I am—“

“Not a true artist. Stop fooling yourself.”

“……”

“A true artists finds the value in his work, not the attention he gets from it. Yet you dream of becoming famous for your work. You are not a true artist. You’re nothing but a fraud and attention beggar. You make me sick.”

“….. Go away…”

Sick.


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Either this is a new character/Boogey man warning or I'm just going into some kind of selfesteem depression.
Hopefully temporary.

Damnit why did I even post this.
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Ghostgirl-Shanika's avatar
I believe every artist of some kind has a moment like this, and as many have already said it is natural. We artists strive for attention in some shape or form mainly because we want our stories and characters and ideas out there. Nothing really wrong with that. This is probably a little late but I hope you are feeling better. :hug: